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Aloha! Greetings from wherever! ^_^ Welcome to the online journal of Clarisa Reyes. Read to your heart's delight, comment as you please, but never judge my thoughts and opinions about life, because what you are to me is what I am to you. ^_^

Friday, January 4, 2008

I'm not anti-love.

This is a story I got From Sharmaine again while I was browsing through her blog. Sharmaine, if you hapeen to be reading this, I would like to thank you. Haha. You're the only one I know who is patient enough to search for all the stuff I need. Haha. Thanks, again. =)

There was this girl. She has a really big crush on one of her guy classmates. She was always happy whenever he's around especially when he talks to her or even when annoys her. Sometimes, she would do silly things just to gets closer to him. Then, at the end of the school year, just before their graduation, she heard from her best friend that the guy would be leaving and would be transferring to another school. She was heartbroken. She tried to text him if it was true. He said yes. She got sad. Really sad. She tried to forget about him, but couldn't. She tried to get him off her mind, but she can't. Then, at the start of yet another school year, she tried to get in touch with him. She texted him, and he texted back. She was so happy. They exchanged stories about things that happened, or are happening, or the things that had changed that summer. This continued for two weeks. Then, one unfortunate day, he got mad at her. It was because she refused to tell her who her crush was. The girl thought, "How can I tell you? It's you.". After a few weeks, she tried to get in touch with him again. They would text for a while with each other until the guy asks her who her crush is and then she would refuse so the guy wouldn't reply to her messages again. This cycle continued every time the would text with each other. One day, the girl realized that she is starting to crush on another one of her guy classmates, and tried forget about the old one. She tried to make him her inspiration, but couldn't get her mind of the old one and shrug off her feelings for him.This guy made her happy at times. Even though she has feelings for this second guy, she also knows that the guy has a crush on someone else. She would sometimes see him with her and would feel happy and sad at the same time because she knew that he is happy but couldn't help but feel hurt because he's happy with someone else.

If you were in the situation of the girl, which would you rather choose? The guy who broke you heart suddenly and unexpectedly into so much little pieces that takes time to get back together, or the guy who is breaking you heart, little by little, each day?

And how would it feel, when your heart is already broken into little, jagged pieces and still in the process of mending itself back... then another guy comes that breaks your already broken heart more, by breaking those jagged pieces little by little and scaterring those pieces which makes it even harder to mend?

As for me, after reading this story. I just can't find the right words to show how I feel. In this world, there are so many people who fall in love and take the risk of getting their hearts broken. The big question that is still unanswered is why. I think this question will remain unanswered for a long time. I just can't think of what to say. Why? Why do these people take the risk? Even worse, why do some people fall in love with people who take them for granted? Argh. It's rather irritating. It's not that I have something against the thing people call love. It's just that I can't bear to see people cry because of it. A concrete example of these people are my friends. I can't stand it when I see them frown and cry because of love. I, myself... cried. But, seeing all these people hurt even more.

But, love is a good thing. It makes you feel special. I just realized, all things have their bad sides. It's up to us to see the bright side of it. Love is a very big word. Make sure that if you use it, you mean it. I wish all the pleasurable things in life for all the lovers out there. I wish the happiness for all those people who are in love. I wish for more hope for all those looking for their someones. I wish luck for those who found the right ones so that they may last. I wish courage for those who have broken hearts so that the pain they fell will subside. I wish all of the people... LOVE so that you may feel special. (^__^)

This is another story...

A butterfly was in love with a white rose. One day, the butterfly proposed to the rose. The white rose told him that when she turns red, that's the only time she'll love him. The butterfly then fly, cut his body and spread his blood on the rose. The rose turned red and fell in love with the butterfly, but the butterfly was no longer alive. Love sacrifices are sometimes useless especially if that someone doesn't know how to appreciate. They will come to realize important things when it's already too late.

And another one...

There was a blind girl who hates herself because of being blind. She hate everyone except her boyfriend. One day, the girl said that if she can only see the world, she will marry her boyfriend. One day, someone donated eyes to her and then, she saw everything including his boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, "Now that you can see, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is also blind, and she refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walks away with tears and said, "Just take care of my eyes."

Oh, I love these stories. Except for the fact that they have really sad endings. I've learned something really important here. Love needs sacrifice. Love needs pain. You have to take good things with the bad ones. Love is a really hard thing to understand. But, always remember that we've only got one life to live. We should make the most out of it. We should fall in love. (^__^)